Forcefield

I see the ills as they unfold, but i am weak to do anything to make my heart whole.  I read the messages, i see the reactions,  i hear the words but still i can't do anything.  I feel hopeless and my heart feels chained, i have but optimism to keeps the dark force field lite.  I am eager to please and to correct my ills but draw blank cards of reciprocation when its your turn.  I have fallen onto a new me that not even i can recognize, i would like to escape but this force field holds me in.